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My name starts with F and ends with N . It sounds highly dangerous to have someone that names with F
because shes a violent monster truck that will attack any meanies she sees in streets or roads .
Three words; Peach Tea, Orange and Ekar's 4 legged spider.
-PARAMORE CONCERT 07 March 2010
-still have yet to meet Russell Peters.
-driving license.
-small lappy!
the rest is to be unveiled.
ZULKARNAIN ISMAIL.
bestfriend and boyfriend.
Since 30 august 2007.
here i am again.. being so utterly pathetic. *stares self at mirror* constantly getting in ultra mood swings lately. i guess the "smile and pretend nothing happened" isnt for me. if i did that, i wont be me. i would be you instead. i know i am hard to handle. countless complaints from my mouth, cries at the most littlest things. makes a big deal out of everything i am always thinking that if you were sick of me, would you leave me?
i have no idea where my bestfriend has gone to. but one thing's for sure, i really hate change. you know, what you said last night, really hurt me. guess you are already sick of me as it is. gomen. guess i should change too.
i hate to be all gloomy. but everytime shit happens, it completely engulfs me. ahh.. thats another bad point of mine.
im always torn into two. either make them happy. or make you happy. both as important to me.
sometimes, i always make "the face" which you really really dont like. i always get carried away with my facial expression.. for that im sorrie. im lucky enough to have you. although i sometimes find myself irritating to be around with. do you feel the same way? =(
sorrie.. just want to make you happy. i want to be the source of your happiness. like how you are to me. i love you, Ekar.
