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My name starts with F and ends with N . It sounds highly dangerous to have someone that names with F
because shes a violent monster truck that will attack any meanies she sees in streets or roads .
Three words; Peach Tea, Orange and Ekar's 4 legged spider.
-PARAMORE CONCERT 07 March 2010
-still have yet to meet Russell Peters.
-driving license.
-small lappy!
the rest is to be unveiled.
ZULKARNAIN ISMAIL.
bestfriend and boyfriend.
Since 30 august 2007.
have you ever missed an old someone? but yet you're still with the person, just somehow, its not the one who you wanted to be? well yeah, things changes do to people. i miss the old times. sometimes i wished i never met new people, never moved from that time 3 years ago, never had to go through so much misery and pain. but the people i once knew, changed and became strangers to me. ever since she gotten a guy, i became the pathetic one. (or so she says) making me sound so useless at everything im trying my best at. oh yes, im being mocked. i try to be a much more happier person, i did become one. with the help of a true friend, and also someone i wish to spend my whole life with. so whats with the 'DID'? recently, when i knew the truth, i just didnt care what i said to my family members. (but im maintaining it with people outside) be it rude or hurtful. its as if i didnt want to be nice anymore. 'serik' as they say in malay. then again. i wont let a single person disturb my happy days with the other million people i rather have with. so what kan? its not a life or death situation. natoka narusa (: something will work out.
but now, i cant help but to emo a little. supressed by all my childish fears. this fear of letting go. i have always hated it facing it. nowadays i seem to face it alot. i know the future will give me EVEN more.
im always anxious to be with you again. somehow i make it seem like im pressurizing you. i am so sorrie. i such a total =_= why do i always tend to annoy those i love? i may be a little clingy (macam anak monyet) and space out alot. maybe cause, well, i love to be clingy. (YES i know it is IRRITATING) and space out cause.. i feel comfy around you and i like to doze off. i dont like to think so much and rather take it slowly when im around you. (thats why im always anxious to be with you.) i dunno lah. it comes in naturally. as i get closer to you. OKAY I KNOW ALL THESE ARE SUPER ANNOYING. please slap me T_T also please dont take it the other way okay. i meant it to be good. correct me if the way i put the sentence together is somewhat wrong.
okays, i'll go get ready for the big festival of absolutely nothing =D
