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My name starts with F and ends with N . It sounds highly dangerous to have someone that names with F
because shes a violent monster truck that will attack any meanies she sees in streets or roads .
Three words; Peach Tea, Orange and Ekar's 4 legged spider.
-PARAMORE CONCERT 07 March 2010
-still have yet to meet Russell Peters.
-driving license.
-small lappy!
the rest is to be unveiled.
ZULKARNAIN ISMAIL.
bestfriend and boyfriend.
Since 30 august 2007.
i was reading someone's blog entry a while ago. and it really got me. i felt it. i felt the pain he was going through. i suddenly feel like crying for that person. he was left by a loved one. saying that ; never to be forgotten. im so disappointed in myself. i keep thinking when i see him in class, never showed the misery in him. he is someone i held close to my heart. as a really true friend. i never want to see my friend so upset like this. how did he exactly bring himself up like that? he is really a strong person. someone i look up to:]
- right now. im shivering. my mind is totally going to turn off. cause im sick AGAIN. and i just ate the YUCKY cough medicine. BAH at my petty self. i am so annoyed for being so weak like this. leaving for Taiwan in a few days, and god, im so not ready to climb a mountain. but i hope i heal in time. i need to see outside of my classroom windows. even just for a while, i guess its enough. i need sometime away from school and home. this shud be good.
okay, im forcingly trying to get my mood up and positive. i so need sometime with Ekar.. )): just sit with him and talk for hours. is what i really need right now. guess it'll have to wait. hearing his voice shud be okay.
(: for how long can this smile, put up with such misery?
